relictusdeus: (The sin of wrath)
Isaac (Laforeze) ([personal profile] relictusdeus) wrote in [personal profile] petcromancer 2019-10-17 01:05 pm (UTC)

HOW DARE HECTOR HAVE NEEDS OF HIS OWN

[Why couldn't it be both, he wonders. Why couldn't he dominate and thoroughly fuck someone he forged a rare sort of bond with whenever he pleased, someone he could trust in battle, at least, if not with a secret, but didn't have to in bed? The answer is one he already knows, of course. There are no such people. With Hector, it's complicated, it's a mess he doesn't know how to untangle himself from. Hector is too stubborn, too defiant to be pleased with such an arrangement; he asks too much.

It seems too good to be true, anyway, Isaac tells himself. In the end, the more a person knows of him, the deeper they can cut him. And the more he knows of them, the more of his time and his interest that he invests in their lives, the closer he is to a disaster waiting to happen. For every moment he'd enjoy, he'd spend the rest braced in constant anticipation of the other shoe dropping, and senses fate would never keep him waiting too long.
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...Does it matter? [Throwing Hector's words back at him.

He follows him with his eyes until he disappears behind him, lost in his blindspot. Then Isaac listens, waits. And though he's well familiar with the washcloth on his skin, despite never quite relaxing into Hector's touch, there's a twitch at his shoulderblades when Hector makes to guide him, to lean him forward, tension flaring through his spine. His back stays tight as a drawn bow, all of him stilling.
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