[Hector rocks into him, demanding. He feels it from half-outside his own body, feels his cock twitch in his hand with all the screaming impatience in the world while the rest of him slowly goes hollow, staring and staring at the slow trickle of blood he's drawn. Like he had, frozenly, powerless, at her torn dress, her bare legs, too late.
Not real, he insists, fiercely. She was never there, looking up at him with drowning eyes. But it had felt real enough to make his stomach swoop then and now, pushing bile up into his throat.)
He sucks down a breath. He doesn't know when the darkness around him and Hector grew cold, when it became intimately threatening. But there's an understanding that if he doesn't break through this moment pressing in on him, locking him in, it might just quietly break him instead.
Brute force isn't always the answer to everything, but it's often the quickest. And he remembers that neither him nor Hector expect anything less or better of him than for him to bullishly push through whatever wall he's hit. Anger is bigger than fear, because it has to be - and he clings to it as he doubles down and plunges into Hector, into the hot grip of tight, flexing muscle, chasing pleasure with everything he has.]
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Not real, he insists, fiercely. She was never there, looking up at him with drowning eyes. But it had felt real enough to make his stomach swoop then and now, pushing bile up into his throat.)
He sucks down a breath. He doesn't know when the darkness around him and Hector grew cold, when it became intimately threatening. But there's an understanding that if he doesn't break through this moment pressing in on him, locking him in, it might just quietly break him instead.
Brute force isn't always the answer to everything, but it's often the quickest. And he remembers that neither him nor Hector expect anything less or better of him than for him to bullishly push through whatever wall he's hit. Anger is bigger than fear, because it has to be - and he clings to it as he doubles down and plunges into Hector, into the hot grip of tight, flexing muscle, chasing pleasure with everything he has.]